Asahi Pentax Spotmatic
Volna-9 macro lens
Kodak Ektar 100
I need a long journey.
Travelling by train.
With empty carriages, and warmth and the gentle beating of the rain.
I love my friends so dearly.
But I feel at a loss, when it comes to me.
I need to be alone. Find a home. And a new false security.
I’ve blinded myself behind others, and I need to be selfish. To be seen.
Push my way through the crowd, explore a place I’ve never been.
Hear a strangers stories and beliefs and lies
And remember how it feel to cry
for anything but self pity.
Remember how empathy grows.
And doesn’t just consume me. I need to howl at the moon.