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do i even have a sense of humour anymore or do i just laugh at badly worded sentences
Today I was meant to meet someone but due to my lateness and un-organisation, we didn’t meet. But I still wanted to go out so I went to one of the places people always are.
I took way more film photos than I wanted. But I don’t mind, as they are good photos of good times with good people.
Today I realised that even when I think no one wants me around or no one is happy to see me. When I’m outside and when I am with people, we do have fun and people seem happy to see me. And even if the politeness is obligatory, it means something, I still have some impact in peoples lives.
I got the biggest self esteem boost today, I was told my eyes were beautiful by someone (they are not a close friend but we see each other an average amount.) He analysed them; not in a doe eyed romantic way, just marveling at the colour and the detail. Then when we looked at each other they kept looking away. Moaning about my eyes, like they were blinding him. It was nice for someone to notice something that I wasn’t trying to present, like my legs or something, something I want to get complimented on, to change my own perceptive of my body.1 notes /// Reblog